Victory today

Satan composed a little sneak attack on me today. While studying for a big test that I am preparing for, a really big temptation came and hit me seemingly out of nowhere. Things that I haven't thought about in a long time starting getting thrown into my mind with a lot of force and despite my early efforts to push them out, they proved rather relentless. 

I then realized that this wasn't one of those whimsical temptations that goes away if I just chose not to think about it, so I immediately put my study material away, got on my knees, and prayed. I told God what was happening and that I knew I couldn't handle it on my own. I asked what He would have me do and then listened. 

"Go for a run," was the first thought. Ok, I can do that. Then I asked what else I should do. "Your personal study," was the next thought. Then I remembered that I because I woke up really early this morning to prep for my 7 am test, I hadn't done scripture study. Ok, I can do that. Then I asked if there was anything else. "Keep your ears open," was the final thought. 

So I went for a run. Then I listened to Pres. Monson's talk to the priesthood brethren. Whether those thoughts are mine or God's is irrelevant to me. I feel it's a false dichotomy that many believe that simply leads to doubt and hesitation. Either way, soon after seeking God's will and following the promptings, the temptation is all but gone, and I feel extremely grateful. 

And I'm keeping my ears open. Keep it up, Nate.